My decision to apply to Outreachy was one that made me anxious. I was afraid of not being good enough. In my head, such a large program like that would never give a chance to a Brazilian girl.
After I submitted my first application around September 2019 I had weeks of silence and anxiety. The first submission was relatively easy, all that I had to do was answer the 4 questions asked:
- Does your learning environment have few people who share your identity or background?
- What systemic bias or discrimination have you faced while building your skills?
- What systemic bias or discrimination would you face if you applied for a job in the technology industry of your country?
- What barriers or concerns have kept you from contributing to free and open-source software?
Being a woman working my way through the I.T. market I had a good and extensive answer to all of them. The great part is that nobody had asked me such questions. It felt good to let out what I have been keeping inside while I fight my way inside the technology. They don’t judge you, they want to get to know you, your struggles and experiences. It’s important to write a cohesive text, where you explain how you feel about the asked questions.
After submitting I had no idea if I would be a great match for the program, but on October 1st I got my answer: Accepted to start phase 2 and contribute to FOSS communities. The dream didn’t come true yet, but I was eager to work for it.
As an applicant, I got to choose 3 different communities, each of them had at least one issue that required help from the Outreachy applicant. This part may be a bit overwhelming and I must admit that I felt somewhat lost. It’s important to understand at which kind of community you would like to make part of. Besides learning the values of a community you also need to evaluate if your skills are up to the task that they need help with.
I must be honest, programming was never my cup of tea through all college, and Outreachy made me smile with all the job diversity. I got to apply to communities that needed help with documentation, organization skills and much more.
Certainly some people committed themselves to the limit of 3 communities, however, I didn’t. Believe it or not, I aimed at The Tor Project to work on the task “Improving Tor’s image on the media” and went for this.
I don’t recommend what I did and Outreachy either. Right now, looking back, I can see how important it is to experience all the environment possible and engage yourself in different communities to have a feeling of them and truly make a good choice to where you want to be an intern. That being said we can go back to my experience! 😛
I contacted the mentor responsible for the task, and my anxiety was going through the roof. I understood that mentors can take a few days to reply and if you’re someone considering Outreachy then it’s important to keep in mind. After a few e-mails, I got all settled down with the community and began working on my task.
I was able to complete it within 2 weeks, after this I tried to integrate into other communities, but I knew that I was 2 weeks later and probably other people were already doing their jobs there. Although my chances were lower I had made a great contribution to Tor and that’s the only contribution that I recorded. After completing my task I took time to understand more of the Tor community, the values behind the organization, and even study more about the privacy issue.
My mentor was very supportive and even sent me a reminder to record my final contribution. Then on November 26th the list of interns approved was released and I couldn’t be happier, my name was there.
This moment made the whole process worth it!
Copy? Over.